No, you wont know

Most things of the past

And some of the new

Put on a mask

On a face so bright

Like everything’s alright

Alright, I won’t tell you

Because you’ll never know.

Each time it hits like

A dream where I was drowning

In a deep sea like hell.

I felt the jerk, did you?

Oh no, how would you.

You dint hear what it hid.

Why would you?

I felt the bloat on the eyelids

But you saw the tint on the lips.

It has faded into sombre.

I now feel like a frozen piece of meat

That needs to be thawed with something sweet.